I decided that I'm going to enjoy my life. I been so stressed out by school, life, and other personal issues and all stress does to you, is ruin your life. So I decided that I'm going to take some time for myself to just a fun instead of stressing over some new task. I saved up my money and I brought a bamboo fun tablet and I been learning how to draw with it with Corel Painting Essentials which I actually found to be quite joyful and fun to draw with which I hadn't experience with the previous digital artwork programs that I used such as an old version of paint shop pro and adobe photoshop. I know that a lot of my friends love photoshop but I never liked the interface. I wanted something that incorporated more art features and a software where you can really do digital painting with since it has the digital simulation of all the utensils that you would use for an artwork and I managed to get in an ideal package with my tablet. I been exploring the software, customizing my tablet, and I finally been enjoying my life. I know I'm not the best artist in the world but I want to draw because I love doing art whether than comparing my work with others and feeling inadequate because I couldn't draw the same way that they did. So wish me luck, I'm going to draw for the love of drawing again and hopefully this notion will improve my entire endeavor.